Saturday, May 30, 2015

The Elusive Dovetail

            I’ve been playing in chess tournaments since I was seven years old.  At some point in my teens, I picked up teaching as a way to make some extra cash.  It seemed so natural at the time.  I would take a skill I already possessed and use it.  When I decided to make chess my profession, which was somewhere between the ages of 8-15, I realized that I would have to do both.  Playing in tournaments while trying to improve and chase titles was enjoyable, but it was not a reliable source of income.  Teaching became a means to an end, a way for me to do what I wanted without worrying about the financial consequences.  That’s not to say I didn’t enjoy passing on knowledge, or that I didn’t care about my students succeeding.  When people asked me what I did for a living, I’d say I’m a professional chessplayer.  After I repeated myself four or five times to make sure they heard it properly, I’d explain that I traveled playing in tournaments while teaching a little to make ends meet.  I didn’t hide the fact I taught, but I’d never call myself a teacher.
            About four years ago, I hit a sort of stall pattern.  I played in tournaments, studied chess, and had some students.  Everything was going according to the plan, but somehow I struggled to find balance.  My lessons were scattered throughout the week, and in my mind they were shards of glass cutting through my study time.  My tournament play suffered.  I enjoyed everything I was doing, and yet balance was completely elusive.  After a while, I started to realize the problem:  I was pretending I had only one profession, when in fact I had two.  Playing chess well has nothing to do with teaching it.  Chess teachers make terrible tournament players.  The very best players don’t teach, for good reason, and therefore don’t have to make this distinction.  A lot of teachers don’t play in tournaments, which makes life easier as well.  For those of us who try to do both, and do them well, I find that it is important to follow some ground rules. 

1.      Find Good Students.  This is probably the most important.  I don’t make a huge distinction as far as rating goes.  In fact, I have students all over the spectrum, from 800-2400.  A good student for me is one who enjoy chess, wants to get better, and respects my time.  I’ll take a middle-aged 1400 who loves chess any day over a talented 2200 junior who is always late and whose dad pushed him to take lessons.

2.      Make Time for Them.  Respect goes both ways.  Finding good students is great, but not always so easy, which makes it especially important to keep the ones you have.  I’m very much a believer in symbiotic relationships, and this means living up to your end.

3.      Be Selfish at Tournaments.  I try to avoid students at tournaments.  This is not to say I shun them while passing them in the hall.  Occasionally I’ll check the wallcharts to see how they are doing, but even that I try to avoid.  Teachers make the worst tournament players, and for this reason I choose not to be one during a tournament. 

4.      Book Study Time.  This is one I discovered recently.  If I try to just study in my free time, often I find that I don’t do it.  Whereas if I put it on my calendar it is an appointment.  I always try to keep my appointments.  This is where students who are on time come in handy, by the way.

5.      Use Your Brain.  It is sometimes easy to slip into auto-pilot when teaching something you know super well.  I try very hard not to do it.  If I’m asked a question about a position, I’ll take some time (even minutes) just to analyze.  I think it keeps me out of bad habits, and it is also better for the student.  It is certainly more beneficial than spouting a bunch of nonsense. 


     That covers the basics.  Of course, I’m always editing and adapting the rules.  Also, like almost any set of rules, I don’t always follow them.  Even so, I’ve found they help balance my two professions as much as possible.  When asked now what I do for a living, I proudly proclaim that I’m a professional chess player and a professional teacher.  I still have to repeat myself.

Monday, March 2, 2015

Only a Drill

This is simply a test blog post
Though I’m unsure what I want most
To move someplace warm
Before the next snow storm
Or have a site like this to boast